Ok, I'm sorry, that was uncalled for. You're not losers. I am just projecting. Ugh I used to love NYE now I'm just exhausted, old and almost jobless. I also had another one of my insomnia events last night, every 2 weeks, it's ridiculous. So now I'm exhausted and about to head to down the way to work on something for work... until you know, they lay me off.
So this is how I feel about the new year so far:
But why get melodramatic.
Heres the breakdown of my mens:
Bachelor #1: Hanging out since September but his work schedule was no bueno. Made plans to hangout first weekend in December, was all over my junk....didn't hang out that weekend, haven't heard from him in a month.... DONE
Bachelor #2: AKA Whorefit, no texts for 3 weeks, kept saying he wants to go out again even though I gave him an out, unlikely to hear from him.... DONE
Bachelor #3: Newbie, 1 date in, not a love connection me thinks, but a nice guy. Will see what happens.
Bachelor #4: AIRPLANE! (my friends say that when you see someone making out....so do the math) From a stir event and a post will follow about that. I think it was a bit of a wine induced thing and more over I'm just so stressed I feel like this guy isn't going to get on the playing field. Wants to go out, we shall see.
Bachelor #5: Sailor boy. After a disastrous first date, his doings, and a canceled 2nd date I invited him to NYE gathering at my BFF and her husband's house. Acted a FOOL (me) and made out all over the new year and new house. I'm really mortified at my behavior, he's not obvi, and he's going to be away for a couple weeks which might actually be good I think. I guess we'll try and go out again.
In conclusion, I'm physically, mentally, and emotionally exhausted from the holidays and just want to focus on getting a job before I'm unceremoniously kicked out on my ass. Will update soon with detailed info on what it is like at these stir events.
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